''OMG This book had me gripped from the start it literally took me less than 4 hours to read it. I just couldn''t put it down. loved it '' Goodreads reviewer & 11088; & 11088; & 11088; & 11088; & 11088; My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster and I murdered my twelve-week-old son. I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones your doctor and the police are telling you don''t you? But if you can''t remember what happened how can you be sure that they are telling the truth? And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive wouldn''t you do anything to get him back? A heart-stopping addictive thriller that will have you hooked from the first page to the last perfect for fans of The Girl on the Train The Silent Patient and The Family Upstairs. Readers LOVE How I Lost You: ''Utterly gripping'' CLARE MACKINTOSH ''Hooked from the first page and kept me guessing right up until the end'' CLAIRE DOUGLAS ''An outstanding and original thriller'' BA PARIS ''Will keep you glued to your seat'' ALEX MARWOOD ''Addictive stuff'' WOMAN & HOME ''Dark as hell'' SUSI HOLLIDAY ''An addictive thriller'' GOOD HOUSEKEEPING ''Jenny is an evil genius'' LISA HALL ''A thoroughly twisty treat'' HEAT ''A compulsive thoroughly engrossing thriller'' RED MAGAZINE . Language: English